I’ve been alone for long enough
I don’t want it anymore
I’ve seen the inside of emptiness
I won’t walk through that door
You broke me out from my own cage
I didn’t have a key
You gave me back my sanity
so I could really see
So why have you now gone away
was it all just a dream
A trick of the light not ever true
left me flowing in this stream
I might not know the all of you
but I’ve seen more than you know
I may not have the answers
but I’ll never let it show
While you may hide in your hole
I won’t be able to see
but you can’t hide the emptiness
that has been a part of me
I know I said I wouldn’t wait
and I couldn’t see your truth
I know I sometimes speak in haste
and it may not be very couth.
I never thought I needed you till
I thought you were gone
I never needed anyone
because there was no one to need from
So go away so far away
that I won’t hear a word
but come back someday
and I will never ask the words you cannot say
I’ll sit here in silence
Although I know it will be long
I will not fear the hours
I will not hear the gong
You will be back someday
Now that is plain to see
So content in this silence
For now I shall be
Okay people of this world, I know I said I’m not a poet and I still stick to that assertion but I felt it would be better to write a poem about it than to actually write what happened. I am still not happy about what happened and it may take me awhile to get over it but I understand now.
I haven’t forgiven you Mr.Purple… not entirely but I don’t care about what happened. Do what you need to do and come back. Riftwalker……I don’t even know what to say to you anymore. You’re not entirely to blame for what happened but you were a big part. I won’t go over the way this whole ordeal made me feel today because I am wrecked. I feel emotionally drained and slightly….pathetic but I will be better soon.
Whatever happens I will be okay soon.
This poem is dedicated to all my friends who don’t even know how important they were in making the person I am today. I could never thank you guys enough and I don’t even want to think about life without you guys.
Wherever you guys are, whatever your problems are I am always there for you, I will always stick up for you, and I will always be your friend.
Be well people of the world and do me a favor today; don’t dwell on the sadness in the beginning of the poem. I don’t want to be responsible for making you sad. Think instead of the optimism that it ended with. If that’s all you take from this poem today then I’ll still be a happy person
Thanks for dropping by
Marching to drums